self-pity

"You are not what you were born
but what you have in yourself to be."
[Kingdom of Heaven]

God doesn't create waste.

"Self Pity" (D.H. Lawrence)
I never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.

I say...get on get living your life. What's holding you back?